
Which CowBoy BeBop Session Are You?
Session 26:
"I'm not going there to die. I'm going there to see if I really am alive." - Spike
You finally get it.
Very few people ever reach that point in life, but you my friend have made it.
Seeing beyond the everyday problems of our existance, you finally have the weight you carried for so long lifted from your shoulders.
You understand everyday must be enjoyed for what it is, and when this dream we call life ends, that's all that matters.
See what Care Bear you are.






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Today... I took my Spanish and Government finals. No more Government!! Yay. :)
Went to Ballpark Pizza with Mike, Jorge, Julia [she's so cute], Maz, Lisa, Lisa's little brother, Harry, Pat, Arian and his little brother. And Andrew. Pizza is good.
Now I'm home studying for Physics. Boo. But it's my last final! Yay :)
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by: Steve Conte
"Like the perfect ending
It won't be too long
Till everything I've ruined has seen me gone
In time, I pray you'll forgive me
Now you know the man I am
Can you forgive me?
I fall
Like the sands of time
Like some broken rhyme
At feet no longer there
*If only I could call the rain to melt and wash away the pain you feel
I would
You gave yourself to me and showed me what the truth could be
For that, I say thank you
This was my life
It never made much sense to me
Whith every lie that I lived
Part of me would fade
Into this empty shadow I've become
And now I feel so numb
I no longer know myself
But I still know you
I call
And there's no reply
Like some phantom cry
On ears too far away
I close my eyes and watch as my life passes by
The only thing I see is you
For all the times you walked the line for me and standing by my side
I say thank you
Here lies my life
It never felt that real to me
You'll always mean so much to me
And there's no reply
And there's no reply
You'll never know how much you meant to me
Repeat *
I close my eyes and watch as my life passes by
The only thing I see is you
For all the times you walked the line for me and standing by my side
I say thank you
You in my life
It all meant so much more to be"
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I tossed and turned all night... it's been that way the past couple nights. Couldn't be because I have a shitload on my mind, could it? Ah... I hope I did the right thing. Sometimes it hurts, but I think it's good. Jane said she was proud of me. I told Mike today, he was really shocked [ha... who wouldn't be?] but I he said everything is still good. He wants me to go to his Youth Group with him tonight... why not, I don't have anything else going on. :)
Took my modern art and precal finals today... shoot me. Helped Kim study for government and then went to lunch with Mike. About 80 people asked if we were going out today... It was funny.
Yes we are. :)
Now I'm at home... Boo. Mike's parents make him be home by 2 now, since he spent a few hours playing Magic with his friends yesterday. Silly boy. |||87865093|||
Bah... I have finals all this week. I should be studying for Modern Art/ Precal right now, but... well, I'm not. :) I got my pictures back from Winter Formal... they're so cute. I'll bring them to school with me tomorrow. Mike and I picked them up after we had lunch with the drama people. The past few days have been... overwhelming and whimsical. Anyway, I'm going to see Jane tonight so she might help me sort everything out.
I'm hopeful about the future... things are really looking up I think. Sometimes you have to walk through the mud to get to the other side, but it's worth it. At least, I hope it will be. I think I might tell him about everything... not sure yet though, not sure if I can trust him. I'll decide after I talk to Jane tonight.
Playlist:
1. Weezer - "Keep Fishing" [heard it on the radio, got stuck in my head... you know the drill.]
2. Def Leppard - "Photograph" [Damn VH1 and their all hair bands all day...!!]
3. Faye Wong - "Eyes on Me" [Was reminiscing one night, downloaded.]
4. Happatai - "Yatta!" [...don't ask.]
5. Nelly - "Hot in Herre" ["Hey, I love this song!"]
6. Paul Oakenfold - "Starry Eyed Surprise" [Thinking of WF.]
7. Venga Boys - "Boom Boom" [WF]
8. Venga Boys - "We Like to Party" [WF]
9. Shakira - "Underneath your clothes" [WF]
Am I obsessed? Maybe... I just couldn't get the songs out of my head after WF.
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Yay It's the day after Winter Formal! I should be in bed recovering, but no siento bien, so I couldn't sleep. I don't know about anyone else, but I had a great time last night! It was so much fun!
First of all... I woke up early to help my mom clean house [why? no clue. because she's a freak? that works for me]. Then I went and picked up miscellany items that I needed. I came back, ate lunch, showered, and blow dried my hair. We began putting curlers in, hung out for a while, applied make-up, took rollers out... found Erin with a fro! Repaired the damage, Michael shows up in his very smooth Mitsubishi 3000GT [after he drove by my house about 4 times...]. Unfortunately, my brother came over, so I had to fend off my dad and his comments. Very embarrassing. Then we headed over to Heather's, took a few pics, went to Claim Jumper, took more pics, ate some food, and it's off to the dance!
We got there at around 8:30, and it still does not cease to amaze me how many people Michael knows. We couldn't walk ten feet without people recognizing him... it made me laugh. :) There was this one time when we were sitting outside getting some air and resting our feetsies, and these people just could not take their eyes off of us. They were on the other side of the lunch shelter, just staring at us for at least 15 minutes lol. Finally they walk by and ask Mike how he's doing, etc, and then he confesses that he still doesn't know who they are. :)
So when people weren't mesmerized by our beauty and staring at us [j/k ;D] we danced the night away. I want another dance right now! Without chaperones to separate us, lol. "Leave room for the Holy Spirit!" After the dance I suggested we go to chapel and pray for all the thousands of sins we committed that night. :) Mike carried me out, my feet hurt so bad in those shoes. They were tingling and going numb, lol. We went over to Heather's house and watched Zoolander -- scary. Then Mike took me home and I went to sleep. :)
Now it's study time... I want to do something next weekend, guys. Let's go to LA. :D!
Shakira
Underneath Your Clothes
You're a song
Written by the hands of God
Don't get me wrong 'cuz
This might sound to you a bit odd
But you own the place
Where all my thoughts go hiding
right under your clothes
Is where I'll find them
Underneath your clothes
There's an endless story
There's the man I chose
There's my territory
And all the things, I deserve
For being such a good girl honey.
'cause of you
I forgot the smart ways to lie
Because of you
I'm running out of reasons to cry
When the friends are gone
When the party's over
We will still belong to each other
Underneath your clothes
There's an endless story
There's the man I chose
There's my territory
and all the things I deserve
For being such a good girl honey
Underneath your clothes
There's an endless story
There's the man I chose
That's my territory
and all the things I deserve
For being such a good girl
For being such a hey,hey,hey,hey
I love you more than all that's on the planet
Movin' talkin' walkin' breathing,
You know it's true
Oh babe it's so funny
You almost don't believe it
As every voice is hanging from the silence
lamps are hanging from the ceiling,
Like a lady tied to her manners
I'm tied up to this feeling.
Underneath your clothes
There's an endless story
There's the man I chose
That's my territory
and all the things I deserve
For being such a good girl honey.
Underneath your clothes
There's the man I chose
That's my territory
and all the things I deserve
For being such a good girl
For being such a good giiiiirrrrrl.
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Physics Comic Chapter 2.
Physics Comic Chapter 3|||87622384|||
I like how this blog is selectively html. [By the way, that makes sense to me :)]. I also like how no one reads this blog. And how no one updates their blogs.
Wednesday night was not fun at all during practice, but we make the best of it, eh? I got accepted to Cal State Fullerton.
Anime Club today -- watched the Bebop movie. Went to dinner with Mike.
I found out who's in our WF group... not that anyone cares...
Kevyn + Nick
Heather + Ryan
Amanda + Devon
Alison + Tom
Vanessa + Bryce
Byron + Kiersten
Erin + Mike [Cragg]
Terinn + Brian
Julia + Mike [Holtz]
I wrote another poem... It's kinda dumb, but I'll post anyways.
"Playing with Crayons"
don't you ever miss playing with crayons sometimes?
all the colors, but the basic 8-pack was good enough for me
it had all the colors you'd need
but people had to complicate things
why do they always complicate things?
suddenly they make us realize that
just love
isn't enough
not anymore
and no matter how hard we try
we just can't fly
like peter pan
high
and away
far as the eye can see
the day will come, that you always dreamed about
when you were still playing with crayons
the first kiss
graduation
marriage
but I never knew I'd have to stop
mixing colors
and I'd have to become complex
now I'm the one saying it
you wouldn't understand
isn't it enough?
when the heat becomes so intense
and the air so thick
i find myself wanting
to go back
playing outside
with my basic 8-pack
dreaming of
my first kiss
first date
first dance
first love
first grade
first I love you
dirty nails and hands
play-doh and chalk
traded for manicures and pedicures
paper and pens
paycheck
house
are we ready to grow up?
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WE NEED TO MAKE WINTER FORMAL PLANS.
Seriously though guys. It's Tuesday already and we don't even know where we're spending the night [if we even are...]. I guess we can have it at my house if we really need to. It's small though, and my parents will probably say no.
I uploaded the physics comic, so you can view it to your heart's content:
Chapter 1 Page 1
Chapter 1 Page 2
Chapter 1 Page 3
The characters featured: Erin, Jessica [blondie], Harry [guy with glasses].
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Midterms next week... *vomit*
I'm drawing a comic in my physics class... it's quite amusing. :)|||87380340|||